So that crazy Bin Laden dude wants a jihad, God help us all. I’m surprised that I’m feeling strangely calm about it all though. I suppose it’s cos I used up all my worrying the past few weeks. And I don’t mean to sound all preachy here and stuff, but I guess it’s also cos I believe that God will watch over me. I just hope that I don’t get killed or the world doesn’t end. I mean, I’d like to at least see Daniel Johns face to face before I die, you know?
One of my classmates told me she saw my website when she was searching for poems. Hmm, I didn’t realize that my site was so easily accessible to the public, aka my schoolmates. I don’t mind that she discovered my little secret though. We aren’t particularly close and I don’t think I’ve ever written about her except for now. But it would be kind of scary if say, I find out that Patsy or any of the people I wrote about read my website. I’m not going to censor anything though…it’s their fault for reading my journal entries. Some things should be left unknown.
My mom ran over a little stray kitty today. She didn’t know that it was in the garage and when we arrived after my piano lessons, I just saw this little furry thing barely breathing on the garage floor. Naturally, it died and that made me feel bad but on the bright side, at least it won’t starve anymore. I always hear that kitten meowing but whenever I try to look for it, it keeps quiet. Maybe death isn’t always an awful thing. At least the kitten is probably happy in the afterlife or something, without any need for food or warmth or whatever it is stray cats lack.
I wish my exams would come sooner, just so I could get the whole damn thing over with. But I’ll be having them next week and it feels like such a long time from now.
