I’m seeing Wayne tonight and although Lui and Aubs will be there, thinking about it makes me feel more nervous than excited. It sucks. I might’ve mentioned this already but whenever I’m around someone I like, my IQ goes down a hundred points and I am reduced to nothing more than a quivering, stuttering mass of jelly. At the moment I feel about as confident as a twelve year old (which means to say I hardly have any confidence at all).
I just hope I don’t make a complete idiot out of myself.